I can hear my joints and muscles screaming “What do you think you are doing?” Every inch is aching and I love it!!!! Feeling alive is an awesome feeling. I don’t want to just get by I want to change my life for the good forever. I don’t want just a 12 week changeover I want a lifetime change. Even thought my body is screaming help; my heart, mind and soul are loving it. When I started this journey I was really worried about my commitment. It would mean that I would have to feel again. I guess I felt I didn’t deserve it. But, If I didn’t then Jesus wouldn’t of had to die. This road, even only a few weeks in, has been emotionally hard. I’ve had to think, really think about things that have happened in life and evaluate why I keep sabotaging my health. I guess that’s part of living again.