From My Heart

I’m starting my week off with so much emotions and yet at the same time peace. I would like to take a minute and share my journey. I’m almost 61 years old and grew up the Baby girl of 9. It was hard. We didn’t even have inside plumbing until I was 6 or 7. Went to bed hungry but my blessing was I went to bed with my sister’s arms wrapped around me praying for me. As a teenager I was bullied so bad. I had bad teeth and didn’t have nice cloths to wear. I use to lay my head on my desk and cry. Once I got out of school I got with the wrong group and for a few years, drinking and drugs were my life but God brought this amazing man into my life and. At age 21 I received God into my heart and realized a few things. That there wasn’t but 2 people in my school that really picked on me. That the other guys, who are still a part of my life admired and loved me and that my journey was preparing me for life. I had a heart attack at age 55 and had to have open heart surgery but that still didn’t completely wake me up and then I almost lost my precious husband a year ago ( who is doing amazing now) my daughter nominated me for RBL  AND HERE WE ARE. I take 2 steps forward and sometime 2 steps backward but I’m seeing results and feeling so much better. I have great days but I also have bad days. On here I always put the positive and happy thoughts but we ALL struggle. For whoever is reading this I want you to know that I pray for all of you and want to tell you to please take this time that God has given us to get healthy but to also reach out to those who also struggle heading to work. Have a blessed day and I give God all the glory